Friday, July 16, 2010

O Galilee! Blue Galilee! Come, sing thy song again to me.

Yesterday I got back from a 10 day trip to Galilee. It was absolutely incredible and I have no idea how to 'sum it up' into one blog entry. I rafted in the Jordan River, went to sacrament meeting overlooking the Sea of Galilee, hiked in Golan Heights, swam for hours where Christ walked, swam in natural springs, ate a fish with its face, fins and tail still in tact, went to churches for just about every miracle Christ performed, and this list goes on... I went to Megiddo, Jordan River, Sea of Galilee, Caesarea Martima, Nazareth, Tiberias, Mt. Arbel,Mt. Carmel, Mt. of Beatitudes, Mt. of Transfiguration, Capernum, Nain, Dan, Caesarea Phillippi, and those are probably only 1/3 of the sites. There were a lot of historical and archaeological sites and those were….nice. I'd say I'd spread my Galilee trip out over a few entries, but I have less than 4 weeks left and so many things to blog about so just prepare yourselves for this long one. There are a few experiences straight from my journal:

The first day I went to Nazareth and it was incredible. We went to three churches here;to the Orthodox church of the Annunciation and Mary’s well, Basilica of the Annunciation, and St. Joseph’s church. I have always loved the story of Mary and the Annunciation. I can’t even imagine having that much faith, especially as a 14 year old. I love her praise unto God after the angel leaves. I love Joseph. Ever since we sang “When Joseph went to Bethlehem” in primary he has been one of my favorite people in the New Testament. We talked a lot about Joseph, his obedience, and faith, and his loyalty to Mary in such a hard situation. Mary and Joseph are some of my heroes. I’m so impressed by their strength, and their submissiveness. I loved walking the streets of Nazareth. That’s where Jesus walked as a boy and where Mary and Joseph lived before Christ’s birth. I really loved Nazareth. There were so many beautiful feelings that I felt there and I’m just sad we were only there for a few hours.

Our next stop we got out and went on a hike to overlook the Sea of Galilee. It was so beautiful. As I looked out I was so overcome with feelings of gratitude. I am so blessed to be here. Christ performed so many miracles on this lake and I get to see it. It is absolutely beautiful and I understand why Christ would make this his headquarters for a time. It is so beautiful. I honestly felt like crying tears of joy when I saw it. It was very windy on the top and I kept thinking about the story where Christ calmed the waves. I wish I could describe better how amazing it was, but words can’t express the beauty or the feelings of my heart.

A lot of the mornings I had New Testament. We met out on this lawn right in front of the Sea of Galilee. It was an amazing experience learning more about events that happened right there! We talked a lot about the apostles dropping their nets and following the Savior. Brother Manscill said, “Look out there. Can you picture an abandoned boat and nets? Why is it abandoned? Who left the boat and nets? Where had they gone?” I’ve always loved the story of the apostles leaving straightway and following the Savior, but now it has so much more meaning to me.

One of my favorite parts of the trip was watching the sun go down every night. There are beautiful sunsets there and such a peaceful feeling that comes with me. Last night I was sitting there with some friends watching the sun go down and I thought about Christ sitting with his apostles at the end of a physically, emotionally, and spiritually exhausting day. I’m sure they also found comfort in the sunset. How can you not feel Heavenly Father’s love when there’s a sight like that?

The last night in Galilee I really wanted to bear my testimony. I haven’t wanted to bear my testimony in a long time so I figured I needed to act on it. I tried to stand up a few times but so many people wanted to go so I decided I’d just bear it in my heart and then write it down later. However a few people around me said I should go up so last minute I went. I talked about how I felt so blessed to go to beautiful landscapes that had been made sacred by Christ. It breaks my heart when I think of leaving and how, but I know that I can take these places with me and I have that spirit within me always.

The meeting ended with a quartet of boys singing Hymn #335 Brightly Beams Our Father’s Mercy. It talks about Heavenly Father’s mercy and the first verse says, ‘But to us he gives the keeping of the lights along the shore. Let the lower lights be burning; send a gleam across the wave. Some poor fainting, struggling seaman you may rescue, you may save.’ I’ve always loved this analogy and it really hit me tonight. I do want to be a lower light. I want to shout from the mountain tops and go forth with a trump and let the world know my testimony. I realized this when I thought I might not have the opportunity tonight to bear my testimony and I was so sad about that. After the testimony meeting today I just felt love for everyone there. I want to be a better person, to be a help, a ministering angel in someone’s life.

After the meeting I just sat there for 10 minutes thinking about what I had just heard and felt. I felt physically, emotionally, and spiritually exhausted and it felt so good. I think this gave me a glimpse of what Christ felt like at the end of the day. I looked up at the beautiful sky and thought about Christ looking up at the stars and speaking to his Father up in heaven at the end of the day. I walked along the beach with Bridget afterwards and we talked about how amazing this experience has been. I am so blessed to be here. My knowledge of the gospel and my testimony has grown so much. I’ve loved being in Galilee and it was sad to leave. This land will always be dear to me now. I wonder if the Savior knew the last time he was in Galilee that it was the last time he’d be there. What were some of the thoughts and feelings he had? The main thought I have is that I never want to forget the sacred feelings I’ve felt here. I want to take them with me.

These are just a few of the amazing experiences that I had, hopefully I can tell you about the other ones later. While I was out here I re-memorized The Living Christ and I wrote my own. I wanted to share some of it with all of you:

...He is Emmanuel, the creator of the Earth, and the Redeemer of the World. He is my Savior, God, and King. I know that Christ suffered in the Garden of Gethsemane so many years ago for me. It is because of this act “though [my] sins be as scarlet they shall be as white as snow.” (Isaiah 1:18) This selfless infinite act encompasses all my sorrows, trials, sadness, and grief. It is because of the Atonement I can completely cast my burdens on Christ. The most beautiful words spoken throughout all of time were on that Easter morning when the angel said, “He is not here, but is risen.” Christ is the immortal son of God. He stands on the right hand of his Father, and most importantly He lives! Of this I am completely certain. This truth has been confirmed to me at many times throughout my life and it is the sweetest knowledge I could have.

Jesus is the Christ, the Redeemer of the World. He is my shepherd and my truest friend. He is my hope and my light in a world of darkness. With Him I never stand alone. I can bear any trial with him at my side, for with him nothing is impossible. He will lead and guide me if I let him in. His hand will forever be stretched out if I will but reach out he will lead me home.
The Jordan River
A beautiful hike in Golan Heights. Yes that's me hiking in a skirt. That's what you do when shorts and capris aren't allowed and it's so hot you're dripping sweat.
This is a synagogue in Capernum. Oh I loved Capernum so much, I can't believe I didn't include that in this post. Oh well, I couldn't include everything. This synagogue is built directly over a synagogue from Christ's time. The basalt layer you see on bottom is from the synagogue Christ would've taught in during his time in Capernum. I also saw Peter's house where Christ taught. Oh there are so many things I didn't mention. Anyways, I'm standing on a step of Basalt stone. Christ must've walked on that step at some point.

4 comments:

  1. Becky thank you for this post. You truly have a beautiful heart. Thank you for helping me remember what is really important. I hope you know I love you. It is so wonderful that you are experiencing such incredible things. It will be wonderful to see you again! Have a wonderful next couple of weeks and be safe.

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  2. Wow, you have been able to see and experience some amazing things! I hope you can tell me more about it when you get back.

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  3. That all seems so amazing, Becky. And I'm so impressed with how you're recording things so you can remember how you felt through all of this. What a great experience to walk where the Savior walked!

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  4. Becky, you are so inspiring!! That was an amazing post. It really made me want to go there, even though it terrifies the heck out of me. I can't wait for you to meet baby Heber. Thanks for the comment! We miss your cute fun personality around here.

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